right, haven't had a proper update in a while, so working backwards ( Read more... )

umm, ok ( Read more... )

yesterday ( Read more... )

right, today started of badly ( Read more... )

today college ( Read more... )

( cut for long stream of consciousness ramblings, you have been warned )

college yesterday was shitty
felt a little bit better because i was binding
made creme anglaise and then made that into a bavarois
and made rice pudding *yawn*

back it restaurant next week *shudder*
i hate it in there

fruit fritters today...

went to doctor this morning
he put me up to 40mg of citalopram

no doctors appointment ( Read more... )

the pills aren't working
i should have noticed when i got more horny
but i thought it was the side effects wearing off
silly boy
i cried myself to sleep last night, over something that, although i'm not overjoyed about isn't making me feel that bad ( Read more... )

today was better, well apart from the bleeding from the crotch starting (bleh) and the accompanying horrid cramps ( Read more... )